file under: music, rants, website

Jul 29 2011

by mayra @7:49 pm
4 Comments

I wrote this and deleted it, but then decided to post it because it really bothering me and i want to express myself and no other better place than here. I don’t even know where to start, first of all if you don’t wish to keep reading then DON’T. This is my blog, there fore i can obviously blog about anything, correct? Moving on, I don’t know whats wrong with some people these days, i know that I’m not 100% original on my site layouts and resources BUT i try my best of making my site look different or at least the way i see it on my head. Yes, i DO get inspired by other resource sites but i NEVER go and copy their layout and make my site look like theirs. I get ideas and then turn them into mine and make something different. I’m getting to the point where i don’t give a fuck if you’re a close friend (not that i have close friends, its been days that i don’t have an actual conversation with anyone) and if i hurt your feelings or if you get booty hurt for me blogging about this. It does bother me when i see people making their site look almost exactly like mine. If i don’t tell you anything its not because I’m okay with you copying me its because i don’t want to start any drama because we all know it will turn into drama and Its irritating to see you getting comments saying “oh i love your layout its so original” I feel like you obviously think its okay to copy my stuff and then just acting like its something new. Those are the times when i just feel like closing my site and making a new one where i can meet new people and start over. I have a new site but its not a secret and i never thought on making it a secret because i love providing resources for people. Ugh i honestly don’t even know how to explain how i really feel beside of what i already said. Its pointless to try and change this because originality is dead but maybe you should all think about it and see if you’ve done something that might have bothered someone. I’m not saying I’m original and i think I’ve made that clear before i just feel like some people should try doing their own thing instead of cloning a site because that is what they’re doing. Oh and I’m not just talking about one site, there’s a few sites that always copy me its so irritating. And what’s even funnier that when i get a new domain name one of the sites gets a new name almost like my new one! HAHA pathetic. Its like a stalker or something

Changing the subject, if you visited my site in the last few days you might have noticed a short note i had on my index page about my new site. Well for those who didn't read it, i have a new resource site where all my new resources will be available for you to download, the old ones will stay here and are still available for download as well. This site is my personal blog now and i will not update the resources i have here. Visit my new site the-atrocious.com for new resources. Also i wanted to tell you about my old site pixelstars that i sold that site a few weeks ago so i no longer own it.

I got a new twitter account if you want to follow me, @mayrar0se I’ll follow back if you ask.

file under: celebrities, life, music

Jul 14 2011

by mayra @6:05 pm
9 Comments

I don’t even know where to start some of you might already know because i posted a topic about this on excluded forum. Well anyway, I’m just going to copy and paste becuase i don’t feel like writing the same thing over again so here we go..
I was going to make a new layout for my site because i havent been updating and i was like “okay well ill make a new layout” so i was on photoshop doing my thing you know? and i needed textures to make a header so i had some saved on my 16gb USB and i noticed i had some zip files with textures so i tried to unzip them and suddenly i get an error note saying they failed to unzip so i was like “ok ill try again” and then the “open file” window took me to the computer>>drives window where u can see all the plugs u have such as USBs or your camera memory cards and i didnt see my USB there.. i was like WTF so i unplugged it and replugged BUT it wouldnt work!!!! it would NOT show up on my drives! FML the little shit broke itself! wtf right? I knew i had bad luck but i never thought something like this would happen. You may say “oh its just a usb get a new one” WELL that USB was half my life! it had over 1k personal photos, music and ALL my content from my sites and ALL the work ive done since 2007! All my resources were saved there, all my graphics, all the resources from other ppl that i would love to use, over 10k brushes i had been collecting, all of my old site layouts, all my personal stuff hh so yeah it pretty much sucks butt cheeks. I cant do anything but cry right now and i wouldn’t fix anything. Im just hoping i could get it fixed at a store or somewhere

Another thing i wanted to ask you guys, is that as you can see i added an ad to my site. I’m in need of money and i would really appreciate it if you could click on my ad please. It would really help me out a lot, i have some stuff that i need to finish paying. The ad is on the right side bar. If you have any ads ill return the favor just let me know you clicked.
I also wanted to say that i LOVE Demi Lovato’s new single “Skyscraper” its so inspiring and i’ve been a huge fan of Demi since ever, i even had a fansite once. Shes very talented and her music is amazing. This song means a lot to her and the video was great, it made me cry.